I deleted their numbers and so much more…
Hey guys,
Have you ever been the only one trying and trying all the freaking time? Like you have nothing better to do with your time ? Like you’re not so busy with your personal problems that you help the other person carry their matter on your head literally? YES!!! (I think you should answer this )
Adulting has been the biggest chunk of life’s shenanigans, aside from being tiring and confusing you’re kind of a Lone Ranger even if you have 1 billion friends, as a result of this there is the need for you to be in relationships because we cannot do this thing called “Adulting all by ourselves. Talking about relationships and people, it’s not always about who you’ve known the longest, it’s about who’s willing to ride and die hard with you.This is something I should have learnt a long time ago for someone like me who has a bad habit of not letting people go, Sigh!
I would always hold on to people even if they weren’t treating me right just because I felt like I needed them since they’ve been there from the beginning, and at some point they came to my need, I guessed they knew me too much so it’s better to keep them by my side even when I was sidelined SCAMMMMMMMM lmao.
I have some set of people in my life (or maybe not anymore) who do not know how to say anything other oh you forgot me, ahh na wa o, Tracey you don’t talk , Tracey this Tracey that. (Tracey is tired y’all abeg) everytime I tried to talk to them they found a way to guilt trip me, if they weren’t guilt tripping me they were insinuating that I am a bad person (I’m not even a good person so…)
Then there’s this other set of people who do not even say anything at all, Talk to them from Dawn to Dusk and all they give you are empty words. I would question myself about not being good enough or whatever. I am not perfect at all like I’m a whole lot of stuff but then when I care and love I do it wholeheartedly and at some point I might have been at fault too but I don’t want to be treated like crap! Neither do I want to feel like crap! They throw Crap in the THRASH!
I got tired of these set of people I deleted their numbers and so much more for sanity sake as well as peace of mind, I already have a lot on my broken plate talkless about helping people to mend their broken plates.. I kinda felt guilty for doing this because at some point I considered this people friENDS and much more but oh well life happens..so we happened not..
Peace
TE 
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